SHOW ME THE MEANING OF BEING LONELY - All of the Guys

SHOW ME THE MEANING OF BEING LONELY
By Sierra Carter-Littrell

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The beautiful sunset above Orlando, Florida soon became covered with clouds and began to rain as a young man stood near a window in the ICU unit of Orlando General Hospital. At closer look, a person could tell that he was Brian Littrell of the Backstreet Boys. The reason he was crying is that his girlfriend of 4 years, Alexandra "Lexi" McLean, was badly hurt during a car accident that afternoon and just moments ago, he had to watch as the doctors pulled her life support. Brian stood there and only one thing came to his mind. Brian softly began to sing to himself.

Show me the meaning of being lonely...

So many words for the broken heart,
It is hard to see in this crimson love
So hard to breathe, walk with me
And maybe....

A few blocks down the road riding a bus back to the hospital to be with Brian was AJ McLean, who was Lexi's twin brother, after taking their mother back home, so she could sleep for a while. AJ looked out the rain-streaked window before looking down at the picture he held in his hand. The picture was Lexi's senior portrait and she was smiling at him as if she was there with him. AJ let a tear fall as he softly sang to himself.

Nights of light so soon become
Wild and free I could feel the sun
Your every wish will be done
They tell me....

The bus finally pulls up to the hospital. As AJ walks into the hospital and Brian toward the waiting room, where he was supposed to meet AJ, both begin to sing.

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There is something missing in my heart

About 2 miles down the road in a two-story house, the light of a television set is the only thing that can be seen. On further investigation, Kevin Richardson is sitting on his living room floor watching videos of the guys' tours with Lexi. She loved being on tour with them and having the time of her life. The TV was muted but Kevin's soft voice could be heard.

Life goes on as it never ends
Eyes of stone observe the trends
They never say forever gaze
If only...

Near the hospital is a little park, where a young man can be seen walking slowly in the rain towards the hospital. On closer look, a person could tell that it was Nick Carter, the youngest member of the Backstreet Boys. Lexi had always been the older sister that Nick loved to be with and the best friend that he never wanted to lose but had. As he walked, Nick was also softly singing.

Guilty roads to an endless love
There's no control
Are you with me now
Your every wish will be done
They tell me...

Nick slowly enters the hospital as Kevin leaves his home after receiving his call from AJ that he was needed and to bring Howie with him. The two of them were still softly singing.

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There is something missing in my heart

Howie sat at the bar of the little cafe where he used to meet Lexi for their morning coffee and talk. Howie loved Lexi as a little sister and was always proud of her and her dreams. But now her dreams had been stolen right out from under her. Howie sat there drinking from his cup of coffee as he softly sang to himself.

There's no where to run
I have no place to go
Surrender my heart, body, and soul

About 15 minutes later, all five of the guys were sitting in the hospital waiting room comforting each other before each guy's mind began to sing softly.

How can it be you're asking me to feel
The things that you can never show

You are missing in my heart
Tell me why I can't be there where you are

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There is something missing in my heart

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There is something missing in my heart

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Almost a year later at the guys' last tour date, the last song is a song that the guys decide to dedicate to Lexi. The five guys are sitting on the stage as the crowd becomes very quite for them. AJ cleared his throat before softly beginning to speak.

"Most of you know that a year ago this week, my twin sister, Alexandra Nicole McLean, was killed in a car accident caused by a drunk driver. For Lexi, the guys and I have decided to do a special song for her as our last song," AJ said to them as a tear slide down his cheek.

"As most of you know, Lexi was my girlfriend of 2 years," Brian said to the crowd. "Tonight, the guys and I are gonna sing one of Lexi's favorite songs by a group that inspired both Lexi and us guys. The song that we are gonna sing for you is 'One Sweet Day' by Boys II Men and Mariah Carey."

(Bold letter is the boy singing or speaking; Italics are the lyrics to the song)

BRIAN: Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
And now, it's too late to hold you
Cause you've gone away
So far away

AJ: Never had I imaged a day
Without your smile
Feeling and know you hear me
Keeps me alive

ALL: Chorus
And I know you are shining down
On me from heaven
Like so man friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we will be together
One sweet day

Nick: Darling, I never showed you

Kevin: I never showed you
Nick: Assumed that you would always be there
Kevin: Thought you'd always be there
Brian: I took your love for granted
But I always cared
Nick: But I always cared
Brian: And I miss the moments we shared

ALL: Chorus
And I know you are shining down
On me from heaven
Like so man friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we will be together
One sweet day

Howie: Although the sun will never shine
I'll always look to a brighter day
Brian: Lord I know when you
Lay me down to sleep
You will always listen
Brian and Howie: As I pray

ALL: Chorus
And I know you are shining down
On me from heaven
Like so man friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we will be together
One sweet day

And I know you are shining down
On me from heaven
Like so man friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we will be together
One sweet day

Brian and AJ:
Darling, I never showed you
All I wanted to say

As the boys finished the song, the whole audience got on their feet and gave a standing ovation for the boys. The boys waved to the crowd before saying their final good-byes. The last voice that could be heard in the whole concert hall was Lexi's voice saying, "Thanks, guys. I will always love you and I will always be there for you, guys, for now until that sweet day that we meet again."

~*~ THE END ~*~

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