[Verse 1]
My side split into two
Never mind about everything I've been through (I've been through)
I've been so careless with myself
And to everyone else
I was so hard to hide my side that become destructive
It left from body and my mind cannot control that shit

[Pre-Chorus]
Good side has always been my cover
Then dark side of me becomes wilder

[Chorus]
Oh why, can't restrain my soul
On God, this is not my fault

[Verse 2]
Tears turn into madness
I'd rather screamin' with sad hour playlist (hit so deep)
Can't believe what I'm doing now
I was strong in the past
I was so hard to try to not be rude to my closе people
I hope I can handlе my life to not bein' an evil

[Pre-Chorus]
Good side has always been my cover
Then dark side of me becomes wilder

[Chorus]
Oh why, can't restrain my soul
On God, this is not my fault

[Verse 3]
Ayy, ayy, ayy, uh
I am trapped by an image that I made by myself
If you never see me cryin' 'cause I'm screamin' for a help
I can't be quiet every time I feel embarrassed
My head tellin' me why I'm doing that shit, what a mess
Always sayin' gibberish after done somethin' dumb
Sometimes end up sayin' wanna die multiple times
I would never be what I wanted and it's so shit
Seekin' attention but I always keep it lowkey
Just met in minute but you actin' like you know me
If I feel insecure, I would gone slowly
And if I show you the bad side of me, then you would regret ever makin' friend with me
If they tryna stay away from me, I guess I have to take a shovel and bury me
Not tryin' so hard to be edgy but this shit's what I feel, you don't have to believe me
Thank you for your concern about me, but seriously I don't need you to relieve me, bitch